| Wednesday, May 21, 2008 |
| Temporary light. |
Your message last night showed me light(a temporary one). Aww. But here i am again. BLOGGING. *sigh*
Unlike my last post, today is not a war-day anyway. I should feel a little lighter. *hope so*
So what will this be all about?
I thanked him early this morning for his message. As i wait for his reply, i made sure i won't be able to go with my sibs' recital practice (on SM). It's my own decision. I do not want to give him another reason to be mad at me. So i "sacrificed",oh-whatever. Until i received a message from him. They(with his family) are going out. OKAY. It's his nephew's graduation anyway. I SHOULD understand. So i kept quiet. Even if it hurts to know that he didn't bother texting me when he woke up, which is a must for us THEN, i zipped my mouth. He even wore a fitted shirt. Gumaganti talaga. Siguro nga nakashorts pa yun e. What's worse, sa kapilya pala yun. So dameng nagkakagusto sa kanya dun. Tapos di pa sya nagtetext ng andun na sila. Enjoy na enjoy? Busy? Ewan ko sa kanya. For sure he's enjoying his situation. Di mapigilan. Di masita. Ewan. Samantalang ako, HINDING HINDI ko sya pwedeng maganun. Ayoko na sanang isipin. Kaso masakit talaga. I even texted him what i am feeling. A.-reply again. Non sense me. I regret letting him know my situation. DAMN. I should've hold on to my feelings. Now, they are in trinoma. He's not updating me. I hate it. Hate. Hate. Hate.
Hey, i should look at the bright side, right? I should get use to this and LIVE with it. I should learn to LOVE it, really. This will only prove that i can move on alone. That i can live alone. Yeah,without him. It will take time though. But i hope everything will turn out right and will go with my plans, oh if i have one. :))
EWAN. |
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